yamanai ame da neeee

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Boo.

Chinese was a piece of shit. It was even more difficult then the previous one.. which means I have no hope of getting even a B anymore. SUCKS. Not forgetting, there’s still oral which makes everything worst!!! It totally forfeits my whole purpose of retaking Chinese again……. I feel so cheated you know!
I know I can’t read or speak Chinese anymore :(
All the Chinese I spoke this year was when talking bad about shifei!
Great.

Today was a funny day. All cause of stnicks memories :)

Sat with bethia during econs lecture and hahahah… I suddenly recalled that fire alarm incident in sec 4 cause shuduan was saying the whole world may have died outside the LT and we wouldn’t know. Hahah!!!! REMEMBER. That time we had fire alarm drill!! Hahahaha… the whole school ran down to the field and came back already and we were inside the com lab oblivious to the whole proceedings!!
I so knew I should not have told shuduan about it DURING econs lecture cause I was laughing like shit. Omg it was HORRIBLE!!!! I couldn’t stop laughing and I think everyone was thinking what bethia and I were doing bent over on our seat during lecture. HAHAHA... It’s the most hilarious thing ever lah… I rmb the shocked look on zhang laoshi’s face when she realized what was going on and we had such a good laugh over it also!

Then, then, before tuition bethia and I went to eat yakun.. and we were dunno talking about what then hahahaha we started laughing like shit about venessa and her 3 legged chair!!! Hahaha!!!! Omg so FUNNY lah! And I was sitting beside her…. I dunno how someone breaks chair legs and what more only ONE! Hahahahahaha… omg I can’t stop laughing even now! LAME SHIT.
Remember all the bombs (zha dans) she has on the board!
She’s so pro mann I dunno how she does it.. haha…

Ohhhh that day I saw Deborah.. apparently she’s in RP now. She looks different with all her make up so I couldn’t recognize her.. got a big fat shock when I saw her screaming my name (you know, the deborah way). yay its fun to meet old friends.

ferrel cell, Hadley cell, polar cell… eeeeeeeeeaarrrghhhhhhhhhhhh.
The monsoon is caused by wind blowing from the arctic ocean to the equator
From high pressure regions to low pressure regions/

Tuition is taking up too much of my time.

3:52 AM

Friday, May 25, 2007

today was a very free day.
mdm mas never come, gp was free period.
i had 3 hours of free period in the morning.
haha so basically we became productive only at 1140..
and after an hour of math i was going crazy already..
shuduan and i were muttering crazy things to each other (like we always do every friday math lesson)
econs was fun. ms shen is a crazy woman.. haha..

college day wasn't the most interesting thing in the world but i got to see some of the j3s again!! whom i miss very very much. alot of the guys had naked heads :S it was all a pretty ugly affair. (oxymoron!!!)
no la their doing their part for singapore!

ok hmm.. my sissy's coming back today.
shitty.. i like the room to myself. packed up the living room and since i was already packing, i decided to kindof organise my mountainous load of notes and readings and everything else that has accumulated on the table since the last time i packed (uhhh when was that...)
it was alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.
my hands are sore from all the packing!
haha and i'm sneezing like nobody's business now.
i don't know what happened to my pink geog file with all my urbanisation notes.
and what happened to my microeconomic problems.
HOWWWWW. ???!!!!
i'm freaking out.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT AM I GONNA DO.

a man just killed a teen for walking on his lawn.
this world is dystopic.

9:10 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

momus is bloody getting on my nerves.
bloody hell.
ok im so desperate i'm making up names for people.

today was a bad bad day,
the entire day in school was spent in perpetual gloom.
argh. i don't know what's wrong with me.
people were pissing me off and vice versa.
my goodness i couldn't help it.
it was horrible. terrible! disusting! those irritating stuff just kept buzzing, and buzzing in my mind. poking fun at my mood. wtfff.
I REALLYREALLYREALLY HATE DAYS LIKE THESE OMG.
where you're irritated out of ur wits and its not anyone's fault in particular. (well, maybe it is, but the thing is, these things happen mostly on a daily basis but the level of irritation they brought to me was greatly elevated today)

kept thinking of celebs and the relieve of 1st june :((((
when is that coming??? it seems like it never comes!!!
and then when its over, it seems like its not enough!
i really can't wait to see you guys.d;lzsnflgnkzsg./

was really glad when i was on my way home.

moral of the day:
YOU'VE GOT TO LEARN TO KEEP TO YOURSELF, WOMAN!

greek mythology is soo fun.

10:51 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

nothing's been happening in school.

eh are all you people's fourth finger longer then your index one??? isn't everyone's like that!!! i read this report saying tt ppl who are like tt were probably exposed to more testosterone then normal people when in the womb! really??? i thought everyone's index finger will be shorter then their fourth one.. omg. i feel abnormal now. hahah tell me you fingers are like mine please.

today i finally did my econs test. haha it was a joke la cause don't know how to do AT ALL. hahah.. then i heard there are people who already got it back and got 1/25. great... i hope i get more than that!

my cute little boy is so cute.
haha delia says i talk about him like he's my son...
awww.. OH WELL.
i'm not peadophile ok.. he really is cute mah even dexter says so.

ok hmm what else???
tonight i'm gonna sleep early!!
i've been sick for ages now.. can't seem to get better..
let me tell you all my impressive record of sleep times:
saturday: 4am
sunday: 130am
monday: 1 plus plus and woke up for awhile at 3.
how to get well???
been coughing like an ass in school.. cough until i got muscle ache leh. my stomach aching loh.. shitty.
really old already mann last time in secondary school i could do this everyday and still be fine the next day! now i'm like nodding off during classes. ARGH whats wrong with me..

8:55 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

i feel so bad so bad so baddddd

im so bored.
doing these tests are so fun, even tho most turn out untrue. hahahah..
i think i miss being j1. i like the feeling of having one more year.
now i have 160 days left. GRRAT.
eh look at my test results! hahahah...

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy

Music

Theology

Art

History

Foreign language

http://www.blogthings.com/whatshouldyoumajorinquiz/">What Should You Major In?

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.
You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.
You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking
How you live your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

http://www.blogthings.com/thesesamestreetpersonalityquiz/">The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

HAHAHAH i really wanted big bird.

i did this test pretending i am shi fei.

You Are 90% Bitchy

Ouch, you've got a heart of steel, and you don't mind throwing out cutting insults to whomever you hate.Those who know you well know not to mess with you. And those who don't know you well are plain scared of you!

http://www.blogthings.com/howbitchyareyouquiz/">How Bitchy Are You?

just keep answering the 'always' can alr jhahahahah....

You Are Marge Simpson

You're a devoted family member who loves unconditionally. Sometimes, though, you dream about living a wild secret life!
You will be remembered for: your good cooking and evading the police
Your life philosophy: "You should listen to your heart, and not the voices in your head."

http://www.blogthings.com/thesimpsonspersonalitytest/">The Simpsons Personality Test

HAHAHA yay i like marge. so cute.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:
You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.You're generally good at balancing work and play.When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

http://www.blogthings.com/thefivefactorpersonalitytest/">The Five Factor Personality Test

boooo... my mama is having menopause i swear.
ok la gtg. STUDYYY make up for lost time.

8:00 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007

eh when will my throat stop hurting?
sports day today.. glad to say I had funnn...
rasalas is the best la. i don't care.
shouted and shouted. omg i shouldn't have done that. i know now. BUT ITS TOO LATE I'M ALREADY SOUNDING LIKE A MAN. pain pain pain!
it was funny cause i was singing our schl song completely out of tune.
and like a man.

gp prelim1.
i have become one of the idiots whom mr chow speak of all e time.
'how much do you love me?'
'i love you'
OMG. its is TO WHAT EXTENT am i blind or what????
so deadddd.. nvm...
ARGH.

i really wanted to type a good, long post...
but there haven't been much going on in my life.

i'm looking forward to june holidays because
1. i can finally get down to my books.
2. its the harry potter month (lsdajfhlsdakfh!!!)
3. diana's coming back
4. we can have unity outing! i wanna go picnic please :)
5. my bday will come and i will be more.. financially charged.
6. i love the idea of sleeping past 630

anyway,
i like cute boys who jiggle to the beat :)
hoho.

why are we so pro,
i also dunno!

9:21 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE!
I LOVE YOU FELLOW CELEB :)))))

today was a non-event really.
maybe the best parts of the day was all the lessons were pretty fun
except geog. which was just normal...
mr chow came down for lit lect today. he's amazing la..
hahaha i dunno how he got so much stuff in that brain of his
(inversely proportionate to his social life haha.. HE SAY ONE OK)
math was fun cause ms lee was teaching..
econs is always fun! ms shen is a great teacher.
and no im not being sarcarstic... haha today was like quite a good day..

matong omg you stupid girl make me tear at your entry.
i love you :(((((((

dreams the way we've planned them
if we work in tandem
theres no fight we cannot win
just you and I, defying gravity
with you and I, defying gravity
they'll never bring us down...

9:28 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZ!!!
hope you'll have a lovely day ahead!

arhhh my throat hurts, even worst then before! whats up with the meds!
(maybe its the hello panda.)
ok fine, so i'm a bad patient.
eyes still slightly swollen, hips still quite suan.
damn it. the hip is killing me lah.. cannot sit too long, cannot lie too long, cannot stand too long, cannot walk to long!
WTH. get away from me please.
oh delia! i won the bet already! looks like smth came out of this bout of illness.
hhaha.. but ok maybe its not fair. aiyah whatever. haha..

anw,
missing the odac ppl already leh... omg :(
today i'm missing the interview by not going to school.
arghhhh was really struggling with myself in the morning, go? or not go?
then my mum said, 'girl ah! yan jing hai mei you hao leh!'
and that ended my struggle with myself.

hahhaah ok i know im talking to myself.. im really bored.
can't really do anything productive cause of my eyes. AHH/

matong! i miss talking song lyrics with you lah.
hahah.. do you rmb this...
love the violin :)

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
Being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, i hope we don't forget

sometimes, i wish we could turn back time to take more photos.
like, of the time when we wrote wicked lyrics all over the board.
don't you wish we had a picture of that?

to those who ground me
take a message back from me
tell them how i'm defying gravity, i'm flying high defying gravity
and you can't pull me down

:)

3:26 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

terribly terrible sick.
must be the weather..
my hip area has been hurting for ages also.. the doc said i over-exerted myself(doing what?!?!). wahh but thank goodness the problem is physical.. i can't imagine what would happen if its my organs. ahhh ok dont think abt it.

didn't do pe ytd and left halfway.. wah first time i felt so sick in my entire life.
turns out i was running a high fever and having some throat prob.
haha the doc gave me this super strong med for my fever,
i went home to take it and later on DRUG ALLERGY!
omggg.. my eye swelled up like ...... couldn't really open it.
scary.. even worst then the last time's one.
went back to see the doc again...
crappy.. that night i spent 80 bucks altgt.

aiyoh but im much better now.. quite thankful for the mc tho cause i didn't have time or energy to do my hmwk and study for my test. haiii lets hope i get well by friday.
i look korean!
hahahaha...

summer nights, drunken fights
mistakes we made
did we live it right

11:47 AM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

its really ironic how, the more i want to say, the less i can say it.

ironic how the things you wanna shout out are the things you can't put here.

sucks.

ok man gotta go study la got 3 test this week!
and GP prelims. arhhhhhhhh.
wish me luck.

11:01 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

AIXIN! you better get well soon
i can't believe you.....
take care woman!

eh ppl, the article below means LEFT HANDERS WONT DIE EARLY!!
hahah... how come you all think we'll die younger?
we won't we won't..
yup.

anw, today... eh.
aye shit i swear i had smth to say.
ARGH!
hahaha... anw tml is lit mock not prepared at all lehh....
cannot finish reading the notes.
having nervous spasm now... how to write dom essays??? never write before!! cannot! i won't be able to do it.. arhh why must they do this to us.

anww i was thinking, ironically,
death is the least about yourself even tho it signals the end of your existence on earth.
like, you'd think its damn peaceful to die in ur sleep..
but how bout the ppl who find you dead in the morning?
imagine the shock, truama, unutterable emotions.
even if its someone you don't know its like alr bad enough!
so, even tho its horrible to know tt you're dying, knowing that you're dying is actually the best kind of death. hahah make sense? less damage to those who are left.

today, smth horrible happened during math.
my classmates can be so strange at times, dunno what they thinking also.

just heard the news about lindsey lohan. hahahaha... she's so funny.
just like paris hilton. stupid stars. aiyoh bad influence on youths!

10:37 PM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

There’s always been something sinister about being left-handed. But shorter life spans? That’s downright creepy. The notion apparently sprang from a Canadian psychologist named Stanley Coren, who declared in his 1992 book, The Left-Handed Syndrome, that left-handers, on average, lived about a decade less than right-handers do.

For the previous decade, Coren and others who study “handedness” in the population (90 percent are right-handed, with twice as many lefties among men than women) had amassed data that seemed to show that as the population aged, the percentage of lefties kept decreasing.
What could be killing off the lefties so virulently? Lots of hypotheses arose. The dangers of operating machines and equipment designed for right handers. A developmental or pathological irregularity. A greater desire to take risks. Nobody knew.

Until 1993. In that year scientists at the National Institutes of Health and Harvard University co-authored a study published in the American Journal of Public Health. They examined the death reports of nearly 4,000 Bostonians over the age of 65. Critically, each report contained accurate information about hand dominance, gathered for a separate study. The result? Over six years, the death rate for righties was 32.2 percent, for lefties 33.8 percent, a statistically insignificant difference.

Dr. Marcel Salive, one of the co-authors, said he thought data from previous studies had been misinterpreted. “As a consequence of that interpretation,” he told The New York Times, “a lot of people had unwarranted fears.”

So take heart, lefties. Even though the misinformation persists, you weren’t handed a mortal curse at birth.

hahahaha... look what i found!

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8:33 PM

maths is so much better now tt we're doing in sec school style.
i like!

anw, thanks everone for ur tags hahah... yup i know everyone's family has its problems. so shitty.. haha.. its a love-hate relationship i guess, you can't stand it but neither can you live without it. (example: i'm starting to miss my sister ALREADY) i was feeling much much much better after ranting and raving and everything else here so YAY.
im loving life!(all 33 degree celcius of it)

hm...
that day when i was walking home,
i saw something amazing.. like really.
hahah...
those 4 boys were either quadruplets or clones from Brave New World!
they looked the same, basically.
cool mannn i've never seen 4 boys who look exactly the same..
so cute some more.. hah! but damn noisy lah making alot of noise at the hawker centre.

whoohoo.
mdm mas told us she does 60 lit essay outlines every weekend during her alvls. and she got A for it, of course... arghhhh WHAT AM I DOING.
i havent finished reading duchess can!
great.

6:40 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

been up since 3 this morning to sent my sissy off to cambodia.
YAY 5 days without her! what joy :)
maybe i'll start missing her but for now, im enjoying my freedom.

ANW ytd odac cycling.
quite fun. haha don't regret going even tho i think i ran afoul my whole family by staying out so late (mind you, i went home early enough for dinner yet everyone hates me. haha.. quite funny actually)
went ubin again lah this time we were competing on who can kill the most mozzies (do our part for society :) ) the average was 8 per person! they were EVERYWHERE everytime we stopped they'd be zooming ard like omgggg keep moving!
physically it was ok.. not that tiring.. my bike slipped once on moss and i fell on one side of my butt which is aching now. haha other then that there's no other aches.

anw aft that, we wanted to go cath spidey3 but everything was full so we ate dinner and the guys wanted to go play pool... so we all went loh (liting? play pool?!) oh oh zhiheng is a tall piece of shit he's so tall that he jumped and actually managed to get 2 helium balloons for amanda and I! cool... thanks! anw... back to pool. no lah i didn't play.. just watched until i got very bored and my mum was miss calling me like mad so i decided to go home.
eh actually some of the guys can play quite well.
jiang kiat plays with ONE HAND! dunno how he does tt. haha..

hmmm my home is becoming abit of a mad house.
hahah... on the bus with aixin on the way home, i got hung up on twice once by my mum and another by my sister.. since when did my family become such rude ppl? i despise ppl who hang up on others because its just so childish and stupid and it really doesn't solve anything at all. got quite depressed abt it actually cause i don't feel i deserve such treatment.
later when i got home.. i realise my sister wanted to eat out and so i had to reach home early so we cld go out.. and that was why she was so right to be so damn indignant abt it, cause i ruined her pretty plans.

it was totally unfair, no one told me abt dinner plans at all in the first place so why was i being treated like that?! am i supposed to posess some telepathic ability that transfers your thoughts to me?? who do you think you are mann.. you have totally no right to go on about me like that.

actually wanted to bring home the balloon but i let it go on the way home.
figured nothing good would come out of being in a home where nothing is ever discussed but always just brought up and then dismissed as a bid of selfishness or jealousy, conversations are just one sided, miscommunication is blamed only on one person, where parents are always right because, well, because they're never wrong. where only things you did wrong are rmb, where no one is ever praised for anything, where i get killed for losing a pe shirt that cost 8 bucks while my brother can spent 5000 bucks in 2 mths in aussie studying but its 'not his fault'.
its funny how my mum always long for a 'perfect' family where everyone sits down for dinner and tells each other abt their day when she practically is raving mad everytime we say smth she doesn't like to hear.

she doesn't understand that i can be completely dishonest and tell her i had a lovely day in school and all the teachers simply adore me (haha but ironically, she wouldn't believe it either if i told her that) and by telling her school sucks bad, im just really speaking my mind (family shld be honest with each other, right?)
what does she want from me????
it seems everything i do is always wrong wrong wrong.
scream scream scream, thats all she can contribute to her idea of 'perfect' family.
its the epitomy of perfection, really.

sometimes i really feel like running away...
at least the balloon had a go.
HAIIII.

anywayyyyy..... life goes on.
hot guy!

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clap for Topher Grace!
argh/ hahaha...

and and however horrible my home can get, the view from the HOUSE is amazing.
look at that sunset!

6:51 AM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

things to note when looking for hints of the contents of half blood prince:
1. whatever harry says and others doubt usually turn out true.
2. what dumbledore says usually turn out true
3. baseless threats usually come true too. ('Dumbledore wont always be there to protect you' or smth along those lines.)
4. things JKR dwell especially long on would be mentioned again. (ie. the locket and many other thats i can't rmb.. ahah..)

OH WELL....
ok anw, today was in INTERESTING DAY.
starting from after assembly. hahaha...
omg lets just say i had a very bloody encounter with myself.

disgusting.
TWICE somemore! argh... so super embarassing and funny. hahah..

8:09 PM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
don't know what you're expecting of me
but under the pressure of walking in your shoes

and every step that i take
is another mistake to you
and every second i live
is more then i can take

reminds me of olvl art days
oh mannn... my 'rebel againt family' olvl proj.
hahah.. this was written on every page of my prep boards.
AWWW. miss it.

1:10 PM